i hate loving you

         picture by :abucus canvas
                               

                                    Chronology

I fell in love with you and started hating you,stars entertained my pain and the moon kept me sane,I was searching for happiness in haunted walls and hurt hearts,I followed your steps on the dirt,the wind was messing with my now turned navigation machine eyes,

I had painted a beautiful picture of you,but disappeared as if I was drawing unto a puddle,each stroke of my paint brush turned into a lie,I guess this is why we do not remember most our dreams,I swear I would feel your touch,I even tried sleeping with my eyes open,little did I know that sleep is the unconscious movement.

We finally met,maybe I was not ready,darkness had taken over,cold hearts clustered the streets,lights twinkled like man made stars,your eyes were just mere holes,your skin did not glow no more,your voice was filled with so much sorrow and sadness,